I’ve been struggling with motivation this week. I have reached my pre-pregnancy weight of 163 and I must be really comfortable with this weight because my enthusiasm dive-bombed. I’ve been eating more junk and exercising a whole lot less.
Theoretically, I would like to get to 155, just 8 more pounds. But I need to psych myself up for that I guess. I have 4 more weeks left in Turbulence Training for women to complete all 4 stages and this last one looks like a doosie. Really tough stuff there. That may be contributing to my lack of motivation…the fear of the hard work required in this final stage.
You know, it’s not like I totally crashed and burned. I finally had to work out yesterday morning because my muscles tend to get really tense and start spasming if I don’t do something on a fairly regular basis. I was lying in bed Tuesday night unable to get comfortable enough to sleep because my hips and back were so tight. I finally got up and did about 10 minutes of stretching. That was enough to motivate me to do some sort of workout on Wednesday morning.
So I didn’t work out from Friday-Tuesday. Not the end of the world. But still, mentally, I felt like I was a failure. A quitter. I need to get over this attitude that if I’m not going balls to the wall I might as well not go at all. Something is ALWAYS better than nothing.
Wednesday
Morning - Cathe DrillMax, Drills 1-4
Evening - 10 Minutes on the foam roller
Thursday
Morning - 10 Minutes Stretching
Lunch - 3 mile jog
So, I haven’t actually gone on the jog yet, but by writing it here, I certainly will.
UPDATE
Edited to add…
So I convinced my friend to go with me. She was thinking of going out to eat instead. Her boyfriend thought it would be a good idea to do intervals today.
Since I’ve been subbing bodyweight circuits for intervals lately, I thought, “Yeah! That’d be great!”
They kicked my ass! Seriously. We did block long sprints on the first half, then Indian runs on the way back. Or rather they did Indian runs on the way back. I did them about 1/2 way and had to resort to very slow jog/walk intervals.